Archive - what the thunder said

identity crisis

coming out of my cage and i’ve been feeling nothing but existential dread.

Aug 23, 2022 •

June 2021

revisiting old loves

maddie talks about her terrible music taste while still secretly thinking she has excellent music taste.

Jun 4, 2021 •

February 2021

hello from the deep freeze

if i miss my daily cup of coffee, the headache lasts for three days

Feb 20, 2021 •

January 2021

ripping off a bandaid

the weirdly personal essay no one asked for

Jan 22, 2021 •

call it what it is

MOOOooom the abyss is staring back at me againnnnn

Jan 15, 2021 •

December 2020

some thoughts on books

gaining clarity from small existential crises

Dec 21, 2020 •

things i bought for myself this year

I don’t want a lot for Christmas, there’s just one thing I need: self-validation.

Dec 4, 2020 •

November 2020

October 2020

i am too much in the sun

If you can’t acknowledge that all life is to some extent sacred, stop reading now.

Oct 23, 2020 •

Maddie is done with her BTS bender and is back to being mad.

Oct 9, 2020 •

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